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Suffocator

by Disposable

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1.
Swarm 04:41
I don't want to be a part of life any more Don't want to be a number on a list Don't want to be a worthless grain of sand Don't want to be a part of this Numbers on a list; what kind of life is this? If we're just numbers on a list I don't want to be a rat behind your back But I can't pretend to be intact Don't want to be a product of my past Because that won't last Don't want to be a part of that I try to not look back Face the front, act intact Am I a number on a list? Have I become a part of this? Forgive me I am walking despite the warning, I must not look like I have failed Forget me I am sinking despite me thinking if I gave more this ship could sail Forgive me Into the poison I threw the coin in as if it was a wishing well Forget me At the bottom it lay forgotten – a worthless, broken, abstract holy grail Undefined, unfulfilled, seeking answers Face the front, seek no more, become a statistic Walking silently in a swarm of faceless people I don't need forgiven, get to fuck
2.
I live vicariously Somewhere between alive and lone Undefined and unknown Somewhere inside the light dies fast Life won't last A foreboding sense of worthlessness The watching eye of time pierces It knows your future And it has heard your excuses Why is the voice in my head yours? Why is the voice in my head yours? Arrive alive, leave dead Arrive alive, leave dead I'm living dangerously Somewhere between subdued and suppressed Should I care more or care less? Somewhere inside the light dies fast Life won't last Why is the voice in my head yours? Why is the voice in my head yours? Arrive alive, leave dead Arrive alive, leave dead Arrive alive, leave dead Arrive alive, leave dead Separated from the past This is not the life I thought I'd have Set me free from purgatory Die fast
3.
Sicken, rotting of the inner self Weaken, backwards thinking mental health Further, into realms of dark creation Brother, save me from procrastination Futile, breathing ash into the lungs Sicken, sickened more than anyone I'm sick to the back teeth I'm sick to the back teeth Acid, paralysing muscle reflex Rancid, violent dilapidation Gruelling, the struggle for the next step Mourning, every day I've wasted Cold hand, grasping out to cure my brain Sicken, can't you see how sick I am? I'm sick to the back teeth I'm sick to the back teeth I'm sick to the back teeth I'm sick to the back teeth Sick, sick, sick, sick I'm sick to the back teeth Can't you see how sick I am?
4.
Introvert, ignorance is bliss I can pretend I don't exist And all my fear can disappear when I am here Pull the wool over my eyes Hands on the cross, nails on either side And all my pain is crucified until I die Introverted Cross Introverted Cross Introvert, ignorance is bliss I can't deny that's what this is And all the stress, it stands for less, under duress Introverted cross What is not mine is not my loss Introverted No different now to what I was Ignorant, introverted cross What is not mine is not my loss, so fuck off And all the time, for all it was Is remembered more for what it's not If I try I might fail Hands on the cross hammered in by nails And all the silence is ignorant bliss And lies that I can not admit
5.
Faceless 05:09
It's like home but it's so dark, empty and cold A veil of shadows, place of decay and death A place of monsters, thoughts that you can't reason with A dark reflection, a make believe reality Turned upside down Right next to you, you can't even see Always dark, can't tell how long I've been here A nightmare I can't escape Hunted down in the dark by a stranger Can you not see you've given up on me? You got too close, the veil behind you falls You're not alone here, something lurks behind the walls Disturbed, there's something in the darkness Inverse, an even darker shade of you Always dark can't tell how long I've been here A nightmare I can't escape Hunted down in the dark by a stranger Can you not see? I'm smothered, I can't breathe And all I want is to be Keeping me tied down here I can't escape myself Set me free, let me out Imprison me, put me away I've given up on me You know you're dying There's blood on your hands There's no denying There's blood on your hands Blood on your hands
6.
Graves 04:21
You're clinging onto your rotting altar Where you life will stay the same I'm not here to find solutions Just to create problems I'll waste, disgraced, in this abhorrent place This race, a chase, all at a gruelling pace I'll waste, disgraced, in this abhorrent place This race, a chase, all at a gruelling pace Growing older it looms ever closer Digging graves will be filled with dark laughter All the fucking same to me My right to say “why try”? Might to be no one My right to say “why try”? My right to be no one This light, it's a sign I lose every fucking time, so why try? This light, it's a sign I lose every fucking time, so why try? Run out, run out Run away and never face the day How can you live this way? Run out, run out Run away and never face the day How can you live this way? My right to say “why try”? Might to be no one My right to say “why try”? My right to be no one This light, it's a sign I lose every fucking time, so why try? This light, it's a sign I lose every fucking time, so why try?
7.
Anthropocide 04:26
We choose to silence words Acting in desperation Freedom was undeserved We suffocate the earth Silencing innovation It's only getting worse Self inflicted atrophy Void of all progression The world we see today Reveals it's cracked foundations Crumbles and falls away Beneath our feet it burns Collapsing under pressure Progression went astray Living for false ecstasy Void of all progression Poisoning If we start to disregard and hack away at the land Will we see in time we're straining that on which we stand? Worsening Nowhere left to run to, concrete grounded into sand No time left to make amends, we fell at our own hands Suffering Poisoned planet We can't sustain this purge Destructive corporations Take all for what it's worth We choose to ravage worlds We violate this haven There's nowhere left to turn Drowning in our apathy Void of all progression Rejected by the world Infectious parasite Deflecting from the warmth The more we see the light, the more we're blind Worsening We choose to silence worlds We choose to poison words Suffering, we started this purge We choose to make it all worse for ourselves
8.
Suffocator 06:47
Floating aimlessly through passing time Breathe the water, your lungs won't mind Drown their words, bury your head under the sand Show no fear Drowning, body failing Under the surface You are finding a path to an alternative life On my own The sinking feeling Follow the light home Never breathe again Drifting with no purpose into depths Find your comfort in unlightened trench Reject their help, direct all their ships back to the shore Be alone On my own The sinking feeling Follow the light home Never breathe again Under, expanding lungs, suffocator Under, sinking corpse, blood in the water Under, lost relics, rusting in floods of disaster Under, surrounded by infinite pressure Commit your corpse to the depths Drifting with no purpose into the depths Find your comfort in unlightened trenches Reject their help

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Our 2nd full length album "Suffocator" is available to pre order now!


1. Swarm
2. Arrive Alive, Leave Dead
3. Sick To The Back Teeth
4. Introverted Cross
5. Faceless
6. Graves
7. Anthropocide
8. Suffocator

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released April 20, 2019

Written & recorded by Disposable @ Chamber Studio, 61 East London Street & Banana Row Studio in 2018.
Mixed and Mastered by John Mitchell @ Outhouse Studio
Art design by Chris McIntyre

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Disposable Edinburgh, UK

Metal from Edinburgh, Scotland.

William Robertson
Liam Tucker
Jack Batcharj
Oliver Wardell

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